ughhhhhhhhhhh I just wanna have a breakdown or something. I don’t even know what happened man. I just ugh fuck all of this and you and me for being stupid. And fuck every person for only liking me when they’re fucked up on something and fuck my life for having to be sober it is the worst thing ever jesus christ I just want to black out right now and forget everything and be fucked up for days on end like how I used to be and this just sucks because for half a second I liked you but that’s irrelevant in the grand scheme of things and UGH
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why the fuck would you hit me up for cigarettes or anything for that matter when I clearly don’t like you. I am not going to give anything to you, stupid piece of shit
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I’m waiting for you to miss me and the funny thing is, you haven’t even noticed. You don’t miss me at all because you have everyone else too but I’m stuck here at home. I really, really can’t lose you as a best friend but I feel like there is something just so off and it’s making me really depressed honestly. When did things change so rapidly like this. Well honestly I think I know but it doesn’t make sense as to why it would have changed then. I can’t lose another best friend I just can’t
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It’s pretty much official that I’m going to start hooping :) I am SO excited I have always wanted to do this
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like what am I doing that is making everything in the universe conspire against me.
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wow this is fucking awesome awesome awesome. I’m so depressed I just want to die. I do everything I possibly can for my friends and I just feel shitted on in return and it hurts so bad. I don’t understand what I did but I’m sorry.
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god I’m such a wreck this is fucking bullshit I just want to be able to see my best friends again. I want to have the assurance that I will be allowed to see them. I’ve never been so depressed, I literally just want to kill myself, there is absolutely nothing going for me anymore. My life is a disaster all because of one night and I can’t fix it even though I’m trying so hard. I know I have to face the consequences but I’m not strong enough for this. Taking away the people I love most is not helping anything, it is just making me more depressed. God and threatening with the chance that I may never get to hang out with them again? You’re just guaranteeing that I am getting out of this house one way or another the minute I can.
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I’m being forgotten by my friends and it sucks. No correction, they are all tired of me. they all keep making these great plans and then never ask me if I want to go or anything and that’s okay I understand but it does hurt when it’s almost everyday this is happening and that because of it they don’t have time to spend with you.
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getting fucked over by the guy I like was great but almost killing me and my mom while driving was really the highlight of my day.
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lol I don’t even have any right to feel anything like the way I do and what not we’re nothing because I’m nothing okay I get it and it fucking sucks
